dear reader where ever you are,

i realize that all i had wrote here can be read by anyone in this world, so am going to be honest, going to be details. am afraid someone got misunderstand.

we can start talking about me,
here i am, Nanda Kurniawan thats my real name. am about 27yrs in april next year. its kind of young or old ages... dunno. but its shud be kind of old i think...

am work in several place, am a studio technician, an editor and an Event Organizer guy too...

so, am bout to tell you about what am feeling lately. (hope you're not boring read this stuff)
lately i was talking to my self, and i think am not crazy... how was that? its a progress or what? i don't know.... but am kind of confuse... if you ask me why am talking to my self...

i think all of these people got the same problem, just one or two of them is very2 clever to make it invisible... i think so. noone of them has no problem, just few of them can handle... we just don't know how big is their problem... shud be bigger than our problem.

you know if my problem so far is about having a relationship, yups.. i have a girlfriend that refusing to get married.

i really want have my own family...

why she refuse to get married with me, ya... i bet you all know... money!!! i don't have any money? how was that sound? am not kind of rich guy... thats why...

so if you asking me another questions...

i might not answering your question, am just think, and think...

she's far away from me... and far2 away....

i was thinking about shoot first and ask them later... (thats what zero said in x-men origin)

now am really confuse...
really.... and really... hahahaha

am getting really stress...
and i bet who doesn't hahahahhahahaha...

thanks God i still can talk about me...