dear,
i don't know how many people read what am wrote here, i hope there's none of them read this...

you know what... i fell am getting different, i fell like few of my friend going far from me... and far... and far... and far...

i don't know what they problem? is me is the problem, or they have a problem with me but they don't tell me?

or am just bit too much to thinking such of that things...

am bit too much, maybe...

after 6 month living in jakarta, all is different...
i fell like am more Gradey... want more and more... am like never enough, never enough...

and am like have no more mercy, more ambition...

is this what people fell when they living in the city
emptiness, am in the crowd but i fell so lonely....

whats happening, before am get here... i was living in the jungle but i fell so crowd, so hospitality fell like home... but now...

But Now,
everything is going to different, am still thinking what is this...

i'll be back to you soon...
nice to write here... thanks my blog!!!